Angels
In
September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry
babies and just 75 cents in my pocket.
Their
father was gone.
The
boys ranged from three months to seven years; their
sister was two.
Their
Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared.
Whenever
they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they
would scramble to hide under their beds.
He
did manage to leave 15 dollars a week to buy groceries.
Now
that he had decided to leave, there would be no more
beatings, but no food either.
If
there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana
at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it.
I
scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then
put on my best homemade dress.
I
loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to
find a job.
The
seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant
in our small town.
No
luck.
The
kids stayed, crammed into the car and tried to be quiet
while I tried to convince whomever would listen that I
was willing to learn or do anything.
I
had to have a job.
Still
no luck.
The
last place we went to, just a few miles out of town, was
an old Root Beer Barrel drive-in that had been converted
to a truck stop. It was called the Big Wheel.
An
old lady named Granny owned the place and she peeked out
of the window from time to time at all those kids.
She
needed someone on the graveyard shift, 11 at night until
seven in the morning.
She
paid 65 cents an hour and I could start that night. I
raced home and called the teenager down the street that
baby-sat for people.
I
bargained with her to come and sleep on my sofa for a
dollar a night. She could arrive with her pajamas on and
the kids would already be asleep.
This
seemed like a good arrangement to her, so we made a deal.
That
night when the little ones and I knelt to say our prayers
we all said our thanks for finding Mommy a job.
And
so I started at the Big Wheel.
When
I got home in the mornings I woke the baby-sitter up and
sent her home with one dollar of my tip money-fully half
of what I averaged every night.
As
the weeks went by, heating bills added another strain to
my meager wage. The tires on the old Chevy had the
consistency of penny balloons and began to leak. I had to
fill them with air on the way to work and again every
morning before I could go home.
One
bleak fall morning, I dragged myself to the car to go
home and found four tires in the back seat. New tires!
There was no note, no nothing, just those beautiful brand
new tires.
Had
angels taken up residence in Indiana? I wondered.
I
made a deal with the owner of the local service station.
In exchange for his mounting the new tires, I would clean
up his office.
I
remember it took me a lot longer to scrub his floor than
it did for him to do the tires.
I
was now working six nights instead of five and it still
wasn't enough. Christmas was coming and I knew there
would be no money for toys for the kids.
I
found a can of red paint and started repairing and
painting some old toys. Then I hid them in the basement
so there would be something for Santa to deliver on
Christmas morning.
Clothes
were a worry too. I was sewing patches on top of patches
on the boys pants and soon they would be too far gone to
repair.
On
Christmas Eve the usual customers were drinking coffee in
the Big Wheel. These were the truckers, Les, Frank, and
Jim, and a state trooper named Joe. A few musicians were
hanging around after a gig at the Legion and were
dropping nickels in the pinball machine.
The
regulars all just sat around and talked through the wee
hours of the morning and then left to get home before the
sun came up.
When
it was time for me to go home at seven o'clock on
Christmas morning I hurried to the car. I was hoping the
kids wouldn't wake up before I managed to get home and
get the presents from the basement and place them under
the tree. (We had cut down a small cedar tree by the side
of the road down by the dump.)
It
was still dark and I couldn't see much, but there
appeared to be some dark shadows in the car-or was that
just a trick of the night?
Something
certainly looked different, but it was hard to tell what.
When I reached the car I peered warily into one of the
side windows.
Then
my jaw dropped in amazement.
My
old battered Chevy was full-full to the top with boxes of
all shapes and sizes.
I
quickly opened the driver's side door, scrambled inside
and kneeled in the front facing the back seat.
Reaching
back, I pulled off the lid of the top box. Inside was a
whole case of little blue jeans, sizes 2-10! I looked
inside another box: It was full of shirts to go with the
jeans. Then I peeked inside some of the other boxes:
There were candy and nuts and bananas and bags of
groceries. There was an enormous ham for baking, and
canned vegetables and potatoes. There was pudding and
Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and flour. There was a
whole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items. And
there were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll.
As
I drove back through empty streets as the sun slowly rose
on the most amazing Christmas Day of my life, I was
sobbing with gratitude. And I will never forget the joy
on the faces of my little ones that precious morning.
Yes,
there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And
they all hung out at the Big Wheel truck stop.
I
BELIEVE IN ANGELS!
They
live next door, around the corner, work in your office,
patrol your neighborhood, call you at midnight to hear
you laugh and listen to you cry, teach your children, and
you see them everyday without even knowing it!
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this to someone you think is an angel!